slacker much/series of fortunate and unfortunate events.

its bin so long since I've blogged last, haven't bin busy or sumthn its jst dat I've bin slackn a lot lately. i always say wen i get d chance i'll blog but i neva do it. alot happened during the break, i ate, slept, watched movies, watched sum more movies slept a litl bit more...........lol, so much 4 lot ryt? hehe. series of fortunate and unfortunate events happened during this break. fell in love and also got ma hrt broken, broke sum ppl's hrts too n not to mention d relationship wit sum good peeps dat i nearly ruined, well 2 cut s story short, ma hols was full of drama. b4 i went home 4 d holiday, a dude added me on bb, i was reluctant to accept at 1st, coz i didnt know hu he was neither did ma frnds. sumthn jst tld me 2 add him n see maybe i'd recognize him or sumthn. i added him n he spent abt 2 wks on  ma contacts list without saying anything 2 me n i didnt say anything 2 him as well. den on his birthday in november i decided to say happy birthday coz apparently we share so many frnds n dey all wishd him  happy birthday on der statuses. dat marked the beginning of a new friendship!!!!! ok, we nid 2 giv him a name 4 dis post, so lets see...hmmmn, i think i lyk 'MIRROR'. we chatted almost everyday from dat day, coz he's an extrovert it wasnt so hard 4 him 2 be ma frnd and mek me feel safe n he also gained ma trust........our frndship went on n on n on, n i think u can guess what happened next...............YES! we fell 4 each oda, i've neva seen dis dude n yet i was falling in love with him, actually its not d 1st tym, my last 2 or 3 boyfrnds, we strtd dating on d fone lol, funny huh? how can u fall in love wit a guy u've neva seen, sumtyms i wonder how ma hrt wrks. b4 u knew it, ma frnds knew abt him n dey  became frnds too, it wasnt long till he strtd chatn wit ma rummate n he also collected ma oda bff's numba, coz ostensibly she's anti-bb lol. actually dat hapnd b4 i knew he lykd me n b4 i strtd likin him bak. soooo things went on lyk dat, i was in luv wit a shadow n i didnt know if der would be any feasible relationship or sumthn but i still went on likin d boi. so, d day came wen i wud see d boi, it was a mutual frnd's wedn n dey hapn 2 be frm d same state, in fact he shared d same hometown wit d bride's mum n dey r famoz. well, we met in bauchi, his hometown which is an hours drive from mine, i was so excited and anxious. finally i was goin to see him. der was an event dat day, 'kamu' well, i was so happy n i kept on smilin thru out d event, immediately afta d event, we went bak 2 our apartment den a frnd tld me 2 accompany her outside 2 see a frnd. well, i saw his whole crew outside, i knew all of dem but him. we joked arnd n chatted den i saw sum1 tall frm afar. i didnt knw hu it was but frm d height sumtn tld me it was him. i jst went bak in coz ma hrt strtd throbbing at d sight of d tall figured dude, n i didnt want to act or feel awkward arnd him especially our 1st meetn. 10 mins afta, one of ma frnds cald me n tld me to come outside, i jst went n lo and behold, der he was! he hugged me n den we sat dwn n strtd chit chattn, me, him, ma rummate, n anoda frnd. den i went 2 tke shisha in d car n he came also, he kept on staring at me. i felt d piercing luk each tym he stared, i jst stare bak n smyl n wen i get tired i take ma gaze sumwer else. dey left n we went bak insyd, we talked on d fone till 4am, den we both went 2 bed. d following day which was a friday was the wedn fatiha/wedn dinner, we wer 2geda @ d dinner n afta d dinner he drove us bak n we stayed in d car n nattered 4 a long tym, well, discernibly we wont jst sit in a car all alone n jst chinwag of course der was canoodling n oda stuff ;). on sat was d preeminent part of d weekend, we conveyed d bride 2 d husband's family house in azare den we went 4 a durbar, well dats obviously not d preeminent prt of d day, be patient hehe.....went bak 2 d family house 2 rest den mirror cald n tld me he was on his way. we went out on a magical journey to d wrld of d generator....lol!! well, we wer near d generator, so its a gen-wrld hehe (lame, i knw). so, wat hapnd in d car is too lrge 4 ur litl ears #cc fki n maya_andy :D. well, we wer in d car n den suddenly all d crew members wer by d car, coz dey had 2 re-fuel d generator (if ders a wrd lyk dat) n we had 2 talk 2 dem, it was so mortified coz, n den l8r 'S' had 2 cum n talk 2 us he jst interposed everything n we wer so much into d moment. well, dat was all 4 dat round, but mehn was it gud ;). we left d place n bla bla bla.....we went 2 d d crew's crib 4 a get 2geda n i wasnt really feelin it coz i had alot  on ma mind, n it had 2 do wit mirror. apparently a nuclear ground was being built dat nyt in azare n i had no clue wat was goin on. d funny thing was, i knew nutn was goin 2 happen btwn mirror n i, but i was still madly in luv wit him n i jst wntd 2 enjoy dat tym, but ma sis had 2 ruin everything. hmmmmn....d best part is yet 2 cum so dnt spoil ur mood. we nided a quiet place 2 talk abt the things dat wer happening so we got a bookshelf closet....hmmmmn, i knw i can neva 4get dat bookshelf.we strtd talkin n sumhow we strtd kissin, he was on d table n i was on d chair den we migrated to d inner closet, we wer makn out while standing n den sumhow we slided dwn i dnt knw how dat happend but i jst felt us sliding dwn. we thot of moving sumwer more private den we wer lyk we hav d whole nyt so we shud go n hav fun wit rest of d crew, if not 4 dat unwelcum butt-in by our minds i wudnt hav imagined wat would happen dat nyt, obviously not wat ur thinkn of, but it would hav been a once in a lifetime journey i knw i wud neva 4get n wud crave 4 4eva. oh well, thanks 2 our crazy minds, it ended so quickly n we had 2 go bak 2 d living rum. it was tym 4 us 2 call it a nyt n we had 2 go bak 2 d house we wer lodged. hmmmmn, dats almost d end of d fun tym i spent wit mirror..................................transition
well, from dat story u wud think he was ma prince charmin in armored suit ryt? well, plausibly he was not. i really still dnt undastnd d story so well, but i knw mirror, ma sis n ma rummate wer involvd. dnt hav much tym 2 tell u everything in detail, but 2 cut story short, he had a crush on ma rummate n ma sis tld him 2 tell ma rummate abt d crush n i dnt knw what he was thinkn he tld ma rummate abt d feeling, i did notice sumthn bak in azare but den i was lyk y r u bieng such a pessimist its all in ur tiny round head. but afta we got home, things bcame clear 2 me n i had 2 talk 2 ma rummate. wntd 2 call ha but i was kinda busy dat day so i waited till l8r. newaiz, i gt 2 knw abt his crush n ma rummate n i talked n also mirror n i talked. well, it didnt tke me long 2 4giv n 4get wat he did coz dats jst how i am. things went bak 2 normal n we became best frnds. sori, 4got 2 mention earlier dat he's ma sista in-law's sista's boyfrnd.....long ryt....hehe! things got bak 2 normal n i went 4 his galfrnd's cousin's wedn in zrx, but he had 2 lv zrx coz he wntd 2 go 4 countdown which was cancelled coz of sum sick n demented psychopaths dat wntd 2 bomb d place n kill innocent ppl. frm der i went 2 abj, 4 d wedn dinner n den bk 2 gombe. we went bak wit him, definitely not 2 gmb, we dropped him off in zrx. i luvd d journey frm abj 2 zrx, we tuk longer dan it shud be, but i didnt see it coz i was wit him, clearly, i was still inluv wit him.we dropped him off n i went in 2 see a frnd in a neighboring compound, den we went 2 see his rum....hmmmmn. well, 'N' left d rum n it was jst d 2 of us, we had a shrt passionate kiss which i still rememba as if it jst hapnd. i felt a torrential pouring of intense warmth rushing. neva felt sumthn lyk it, cnt explain why it happened coz i dnt evn think i gave my all in d kiss coz i knw i've done beta, but yet dat particalr 1 was special n i knw if i we wer not in a hurry it would hav been 1 of d best if not d bestest.
well, i went bak 2 gmb n we continued chatn lyk b4, den 1 day his galfrnd saw a munched chat in his fone. well, it was abt d kiss, i tld him i felt intense warmth gushing out of ma body wen he kisd me n his gal frnd saw dat. well, he formulated a lie n told ha we didnt kiss or sumthn lyk dat n well, evn if she didnt buy it, she kept quiet abt it. haven't spoken 2 ha since den, but wen i do i'll pretend lyk nutn hapnd btwn me n ha boyfrnd n i'll pretend lyk i dnt knw she saw d munched chat.
well.....now m bak in skl wit ma 2 two bitches, fki n maya_andy n it feels so good. misd dem so much n all d crazy stuff dey do. i knw d post is long, sori its coz i didnt blog 4 so long n i left things 2 pile up. nxt tym,i'll post as soon as posible , fki, abeg no kill me, jst read dis 1 nxt tym it will be 3 tyms shrtr dan dis :*

BAFFLING BUMBLING BUFFOON/REGIPROBLEM

So, you know that friend i talked about earlier, my ex's friend? well he's coming to town l8r and i really don't want him to come. i acted like a jerk, making out with my ex's close friend and then making out with my cousin who's at the same time my ex. I had feelings for my cousin at first but i don't like him anymore, well i like him in fact i love him but as a cousin not as my boyfriend or LASU partner. well, i know i'm kinda leading him on and considering the fact that he still likes me and i obviously don't like him. i really don't want him 2 like me coz it makes me feel like a bad person. Sometimes I do really farce and ludicrous things. He's going to sped the Eid holiday here in yola and i'm going to come clean and tell him i don't "like like" him and i'll apologize 4 leading him on.
As for mj, i know he doesn't like me and i don't like him too but we're physically connected. He's more of a teddy bear, i could just hug him and hug him for hours and his face is just the cutest face on earth. He's twenty something, but he has the face of a thirteen year old boy. if i don't spend time with UH this eid, then i know its definitely MJ. but i really don't wanna spend time with either of them, how do i avoid them?
FL and I finally spoke today after almost 3 weeks of silence. According to him, he didn't wanna disturb me who told him he was disturbing me? i mean i really like this dude and he's telling me he doesn't wanna disturb me, even if he calls me 4am i'll still be happy. so,we talked for a very long time and he apologized, now we're good to go.
I finally got my registration pin today, thats good news! But, you know to every good news, there's always a  bad side, just like in fairy tales for them to have a hero, there must be a bad guy. I got my pin and everything ready to register, but i had only 2 courses available. i had three, but1 was full so i was stuck with two. i had to chase my dean all over the school to get him to override the course so i could join. I got into the course, so now i have three courses. they are goin to open a section for INF490, so now i have 4 courses. they are trying to tell me that i have to come back for summer to take INF321 because they are not going to offer it next semester as it is being offered presently. How can i come back for summer after graduation? this is not right, i can't graduate and still be in school i feel like strangling my dean right now.
i'm really sleepy and its almost time fro maghrib, i think i'll wait for maghrib to pass and then have a peaceful catnap!!!

GUY PERSISTENCE!

You know what they say, you never forget your 1st love. i kinda believe in the saying and i know its true. Well in ma case its not the fact that i can't forget him that galls me, "I CAN'T STOP LOVING HIM!!!" Its so exasperating, each time i see him my heart skips a beat and i start behaving awkwardly, even the way i walk changes at the sight of him. Its been three years and i still haven't gotten over him, how can i not get over him? He has a girlfriend and he's a major player in  fact, he's a womanizer. i just don't know how i fell in love with him. i saw him an hour ago and my heart is throbbing like I've been in a marathon or cross country. I really want to get over him, but i don't know how, I've had 2 boyfriends after him and i'm still not over him. I just wish a prince charming in an armored suit will come and whisk me away then i know i'll definitely forget about prince boring!!

kick-off

Ok, so this is ma kick-off post! i know right, so cliche. Been really busy lately, with the semester close to an end and i'm not half way through my senior design project! its just been crazy especially this week with 3 exams and a quiz. this weekend, I've dedicated it 2 school work only. its all work n no play 4 me!
so, Sallah is almost here and i still don't have plans, i think i'll sleep till 2pm then wake up, take a shower and probably go 2 wuro-hausa 2 visit Maya_Andy :D with my roommate!
I don't know what i'm turning into, i broke up with my boyfrnd a month ago, and i think his close frnd and i have something going on. the thing is, i liked his frnd since forever and my ex-boyfriend jst came into the picture. i think there is nothing wrong with it, right? well, technically i knew MJ 1st and if my ex hadn't been in d way, we would have had something ;)
there is another problem, 1 of ma ex-boyfriends wants us 2 get back together and i think he will be in yola 4 sallah, and my other friend will be in yola 4 sallah too. its like i'm stuck in a love triangle through out d sallah period. i really don't know what 2 do, i tried 2 convince my ex 2 go home 4 sallah but its like he's being stubborn. i'm looking 4 a way 2 divide myself into 2, or maybe i cud jst go missing 4 that period and then come back wen everything is over. besides, i really need time 2 complete ma project. jst d thoughgtt of cycle time analysis makes me really sick. i just wanna be done with school and everything, i need 2 rest!!!! speaking of rest, its way past ma bedtime, time 4 me 2 catch 40 winks.
ohh, i almost 4got, i started dis blog because i was inspired by my twin @maryam Isa. fki, don't get jealous, you inspire me too but on a different aspect :D like tidying up the room and washing the bathroom