Friday, November 12, 2010

BAFFLING BUMBLING BUFFOON/REGIPROBLEM

So, you know that friend i talked about earlier, my ex's friend? well he's coming to town l8r and i really don't want him to come. i acted like a jerk, making out with my ex's close friend and then making out with my cousin who's at the same time my ex. I had feelings for my cousin at first but i don't like him anymore, well i like him in fact i love him but as a cousin not as my boyfriend or LASU partner. well, i know i'm kinda leading him on and considering the fact that he still likes me and i obviously don't like him. i really don't want him 2 like me coz it makes me feel like a bad person. Sometimes I do really farce and ludicrous things. He's going to sped the Eid holiday here in yola and i'm going to come clean and tell him i don't "like like" him and i'll apologize 4 leading him on.
As for mj, i know he doesn't like me and i don't like him too but we're physically connected. He's more of a teddy bear, i could just hug him and hug him for hours and his face is just the cutest face on earth. He's twenty something, but he has the face of a thirteen year old boy. if i don't spend time with UH this eid, then i know its definitely MJ. but i really don't wanna spend time with either of them, how do i avoid them?
FL and I finally spoke today after almost 3 weeks of silence. According to him, he didn't wanna disturb me who told him he was disturbing me? i mean i really like this dude and he's telling me he doesn't wanna disturb me, even if he calls me 4am i'll still be happy. so,we talked for a very long time and he apologized, now we're good to go.
I finally got my registration pin today, thats good news! But, you know to every good news, there's always a  bad side, just like in fairy tales for them to have a hero, there must be a bad guy. I got my pin and everything ready to register, but i had only 2 courses available. i had three, but1 was full so i was stuck with two. i had to chase my dean all over the school to get him to override the course so i could join. I got into the course, so now i have three courses. they are goin to open a section for INF490, so now i have 4 courses. they are trying to tell me that i have to come back for summer to take INF321 because they are not going to offer it next semester as it is being offered presently. How can i come back for summer after graduation? this is not right, i can't graduate and still be in school i feel like strangling my dean right now.
i'm really sleepy and its almost time fro maghrib, i think i'll wait for maghrib to pass and then have a peaceful catnap!!!

Thursday, November 11, 2010

GUY PERSISTENCE!

You know what they say, you never forget your 1st love. i kinda believe in the saying and i know its true. Well in ma case its not the fact that i can't forget him that galls me, "I CAN'T STOP LOVING HIM!!!" Its so exasperating, each time i see him my heart skips a beat and i start behaving awkwardly, even the way i walk changes at the sight of him. Its been three years and i still haven't gotten over him, how can i not get over him? He has a girlfriend and he's a major player in  fact, he's a womanizer. i just don't know how i fell in love with him. i saw him an hour ago and my heart is throbbing like I've been in a marathon or cross country. I really want to get over him, but i don't know how, I've had 2 boyfriends after him and i'm still not over him. I just wish a prince charming in an armored suit will come and whisk me away then i know i'll definitely forget about prince boring!!

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

kick-off

Ok, so this is ma kick-off post! i know right, so cliche. Been really busy lately, with the semester close to an end and i'm not half way through my senior design project! its just been crazy especially this week with 3 exams and a quiz. this weekend, I've dedicated it 2 school work only. its all work n no play 4 me!
so, Sallah is almost here and i still don't have plans, i think i'll sleep till 2pm then wake up, take a shower and probably go 2 wuro-hausa 2 visit Maya_Andy :D with my roommate!
I don't know what i'm turning into, i broke up with my boyfrnd a month ago, and i think his close frnd and i have something going on. the thing is, i liked his frnd since forever and my ex-boyfriend jst came into the picture. i think there is nothing wrong with it, right? well, technically i knew MJ 1st and if my ex hadn't been in d way, we would have had something ;)
there is another problem, 1 of ma ex-boyfriends wants us 2 get back together and i think he will be in yola 4 sallah, and my other friend will be in yola 4 sallah too. its like i'm stuck in a love triangle through out d sallah period. i really don't know what 2 do, i tried 2 convince my ex 2 go home 4 sallah but its like he's being stubborn. i'm looking 4 a way 2 divide myself into 2, or maybe i cud jst go missing 4 that period and then come back wen everything is over. besides, i really need time 2 complete ma project. jst d thoughgtt of cycle time analysis makes me really sick. i just wanna be done with school and everything, i need 2 rest!!!! speaking of rest, its way past ma bedtime, time 4 me 2 catch 40 winks.
ohh, i almost 4got, i started dis blog because i was inspired by my twin @maryam Isa. fki, don't get jealous, you inspire me too but on a different aspect :D like tidying up the room and washing the bathroom