Work work work

Wow! its been really long, hope you guys missed me. The only type of writing I've done is the boring type, assignments and essays i wouldnt want to read twice. A lot happened since the last time, from getting fat, to losing weight to gaining even more than lost. Spent a lot of time with my babies, travelled, and now i'm in school and its working the shit out of me. Despite all the topsy turvy, there's no boy drama. This is the longest I've stayed without boy drama since i can remember. It was fun at first but now i kinda miss it even though i have no guy in mind and to be honest guys really get on my nerves alot nowadays, maybe i havent met the right the guy "yea, definitely" i hope i meet him soon. Warwick is a nice place, I've made friends and i've also made really good friends, at the same time its not a very nice place to be when it comes to academic stress. Don't get me wrong, its an excellent school there's no way you'll pass through warwick without learning something even if its just a day. Well, its the end of term and I've got so much to do plus i want to go home. I hope I'll be done before I go to 9ja even though thats impossible but I really hope i get enough time to work on my assignments at home. Got a really bad news today, i wont be around for my baby sister's wedding, turns out I've got a module the monday after the wedding and honestly i dont want my holiday to be cut short just for a day's module. Yes! that's the most annoying part, the module is just for a day :(. Well, lets keep our fingers crossed and hope they change the date, either to an earlier date or a later dat, sometime around the second week of april, i was really banking on spending my birthday in Nigeria, I thought 3rd of april was easter :'(. I gotta go, I have a PMA to complete. See you real soon :*

life of a graduate!!

Well, from the name of the post you would think it would be an exciting one right? I am a graduate, done with school or at least done with college. No more waking up early to go for classes, no more chasing professors, lobbying for grades, or even going to class. No more worrying about assignments or tests or exams or even projects. I am free at last, no one to tell me what to do or where to go. I'm going to get a get job which means no more depending on mummy and daddy for money, i could do whatever i like buy whatever i want. This was the perception or rather this is how its supposed to be. Well sorry to disappoint you if you though t life after school would be heaven. Life after school sucks, i never thought i would miss assignments and my professors, but i do. i know, i know, its too soon right? But i promise you i'm missing school right now. Ironic huh? when you're in school you can't wait to be home and now that you're home, you want to go back to school well, in this case wish you could go back to school. I sleep early and wake up around 10am to eat breakfast then go back to sleep and then wake up around 5pm, thats my daily routine. pretty boring yea i know. I've got nothing to do, nowhere to go to except my sister's house and i don't even like going there because i hate leaving my mum alone in the house. Its not like i see her that much considering the fact that i lock myself up in my room and refuse to open the door for anyone. Well, this is just the beginning wait till i start working that would be another phase of a  boring and controlled life. I miss school, i miss my room, i miss my bed, i miss my bitches, wish i could wake up in the morning and find them sleeping on their beds in room 114 of dorm cc boy would i be the happiest girl on earth.

wishes n dreams!!!

do you know that feeling when everything seems to go perfectly just because of a particular person? Even though things don't go according to plan but because of that one special person you feel like you are on top of the world? Thats how i'm feeling currently, sorry i can't tell you the name of the person that makes my world go round but i'm sure if i told you you would also agree with me that i could never ask for a better person. a few days ago, i was with my love and then suddenly we had to be separated, that was one the most painful moments in my life. i cried till i could cry no more, my head ached, it felt like they were piercing my head with a nail all because i didn't want to be separated with one person. I've been secretly in love with my baby for quite sometime and not even my friends know about us. Couldn't tell anyone and i definitely couldn't keep it to myself, didn't know what to do so i decided to blog about it and still leave the name anonymous. What kills me most is the fact that we can't be together, what a bummer right? if i could show my love to the world you'll all know that he's the sweetest person anyone could ask for, and if by any chance the person is reading this blog let them know "you're all i need and i'll never let go" i might end up with someone else but you'll always have my heart. i love you so much

The long hiatus and the dream trip

Its been long since i posted something or even logged on to blogspot, boy did miss you guys hope u guys missed me too :D? Truth is i don't have a genuine reason for not blogging, I've just been lazy. Every time i log on and try to write down something, one or two things come up and then i'll be like when i'm done and when i'm done with whatever it was that stopped me from blogging, something else will come or then i wont be in the mood to write. Definition of that = "LAZINESS". Well...... i'm glad i'm writing again, feels so good.
Well, fki, Maya and I are planning on a long summer trip :D First of all, we'll go to Milan and spend two weeks of shopping and spend a day or two in Rome out of the two weeks, Then spend a week or two in Barcelona sight seeing, dancing and drinking Spanish cocktails, then go to Turkey and Spend two weeks and then go to Hawaii or the Seychelles and spend a week in an exotic hotel with pina-coladas and different flavored punches just enjoying life and not worrying about anything. I cant wait for the trip to happen. Feels good to dream :D
I've got so much to write about, but due to requests from ma loyal fans ;), I'll try to keep my posts short so I'll prolly post some more later or maybe during the weekend if I'm not studying. Stay blessed and dont get in trouble ok.
P.S Asmo, ur still my bestest friend in the whole wide world *big hug*

slacker much/series of fortunate and unfortunate events.

its bin so long since I've blogged last, haven't bin busy or sumthn its jst dat I've bin slackn a lot lately. i always say wen i get d chance i'll blog but i neva do it. alot happened during the break, i ate, slept, watched movies, watched sum more movies slept a litl bit more...........lol, so much 4 lot ryt? hehe. series of fortunate and unfortunate events happened during this break. fell in love and also got ma hrt broken, broke sum ppl's hrts too n not to mention d relationship wit sum good peeps dat i nearly ruined, well 2 cut s story short, ma hols was full of drama. b4 i went home 4 d holiday, a dude added me on bb, i was reluctant to accept at 1st, coz i didnt know hu he was neither did ma frnds. sumthn jst tld me 2 add him n see maybe i'd recognize him or sumthn. i added him n he spent abt 2 wks on  ma contacts list without saying anything 2 me n i didnt say anything 2 him as well. den on his birthday in november i decided to say happy birthday coz apparently we share so many frnds n dey all wishd him  happy birthday on der statuses. dat marked the beginning of a new friendship!!!!! ok, we nid 2 giv him a name 4 dis post, so lets see...hmmmn, i think i lyk 'MIRROR'. we chatted almost everyday from dat day, coz he's an extrovert it wasnt so hard 4 him 2 be ma frnd and mek me feel safe n he also gained ma trust........our frndship went on n on n on, n i think u can guess what happened next...............YES! we fell 4 each oda, i've neva seen dis dude n yet i was falling in love with him, actually its not d 1st tym, my last 2 or 3 boyfrnds, we strtd dating on d fone lol, funny huh? how can u fall in love wit a guy u've neva seen, sumtyms i wonder how ma hrt wrks. b4 u knew it, ma frnds knew abt him n dey  became frnds too, it wasnt long till he strtd chatn wit ma rummate n he also collected ma oda bff's numba, coz ostensibly she's anti-bb lol. actually dat hapnd b4 i knew he lykd me n b4 i strtd likin him bak. soooo things went on lyk dat, i was in luv wit a shadow n i didnt know if der would be any feasible relationship or sumthn but i still went on likin d boi. so, d day came wen i wud see d boi, it was a mutual frnd's wedn n dey hapn 2 be frm d same state, in fact he shared d same hometown wit d bride's mum n dey r famoz. well, we met in bauchi, his hometown which is an hours drive from mine, i was so excited and anxious. finally i was goin to see him. der was an event dat day, 'kamu' well, i was so happy n i kept on smilin thru out d event, immediately afta d event, we went bak 2 our apartment den a frnd tld me 2 accompany her outside 2 see a frnd. well, i saw his whole crew outside, i knew all of dem but him. we joked arnd n chatted den i saw sum1 tall frm afar. i didnt knw hu it was but frm d height sumtn tld me it was him. i jst went bak in coz ma hrt strtd throbbing at d sight of d tall figured dude, n i didnt want to act or feel awkward arnd him especially our 1st meetn. 10 mins afta, one of ma frnds cald me n tld me to come outside, i jst went n lo and behold, der he was! he hugged me n den we sat dwn n strtd chit chattn, me, him, ma rummate, n anoda frnd. den i went 2 tke shisha in d car n he came also, he kept on staring at me. i felt d piercing luk each tym he stared, i jst stare bak n smyl n wen i get tired i take ma gaze sumwer else. dey left n we went bak insyd, we talked on d fone till 4am, den we both went 2 bed. d following day which was a friday was the wedn fatiha/wedn dinner, we wer 2geda @ d dinner n afta d dinner he drove us bak n we stayed in d car n nattered 4 a long tym, well, discernibly we wont jst sit in a car all alone n jst chinwag of course der was canoodling n oda stuff ;). on sat was d preeminent part of d weekend, we conveyed d bride 2 d husband's family house in azare den we went 4 a durbar, well dats obviously not d preeminent prt of d day, be patient hehe.....went bak 2 d family house 2 rest den mirror cald n tld me he was on his way. we went out on a magical journey to d wrld of d generator....lol!! well, we wer near d generator, so its a gen-wrld hehe (lame, i knw). so, wat hapnd in d car is too lrge 4 ur litl ears #cc fki n maya_andy :D. well, we wer in d car n den suddenly all d crew members wer by d car, coz dey had 2 re-fuel d generator (if ders a wrd lyk dat) n we had 2 talk 2 dem, it was so mortified coz, n den l8r 'S' had 2 cum n talk 2 us he jst interposed everything n we wer so much into d moment. well, dat was all 4 dat round, but mehn was it gud ;). we left d place n bla bla bla.....we went 2 d d crew's crib 4 a get 2geda n i wasnt really feelin it coz i had alot  on ma mind, n it had 2 do wit mirror. apparently a nuclear ground was being built dat nyt in azare n i had no clue wat was goin on. d funny thing was, i knew nutn was goin 2 happen btwn mirror n i, but i was still madly in luv wit him n i jst wntd 2 enjoy dat tym, but ma sis had 2 ruin everything. hmmmmn....d best part is yet 2 cum so dnt spoil ur mood. we nided a quiet place 2 talk abt the things dat wer happening so we got a bookshelf closet....hmmmmn, i knw i can neva 4get dat bookshelf.we strtd talkin n sumhow we strtd kissin, he was on d table n i was on d chair den we migrated to d inner closet, we wer makn out while standing n den sumhow we slided dwn i dnt knw how dat happend but i jst felt us sliding dwn. we thot of moving sumwer more private den we wer lyk we hav d whole nyt so we shud go n hav fun wit rest of d crew, if not 4 dat unwelcum butt-in by our minds i wudnt hav imagined wat would happen dat nyt, obviously not wat ur thinkn of, but it would hav been a once in a lifetime journey i knw i wud neva 4get n wud crave 4 4eva. oh well, thanks 2 our crazy minds, it ended so quickly n we had 2 go bak 2 d living rum. it was tym 4 us 2 call it a nyt n we had 2 go bak 2 d house we wer lodged. hmmmmn, dats almost d end of d fun tym i spent wit mirror..................................transition
well, from dat story u wud think he was ma prince charmin in armored suit ryt? well, plausibly he was not. i really still dnt undastnd d story so well, but i knw mirror, ma sis n ma rummate wer involvd. dnt hav much tym 2 tell u everything in detail, but 2 cut story short, he had a crush on ma rummate n ma sis tld him 2 tell ma rummate abt d crush n i dnt knw what he was thinkn he tld ma rummate abt d feeling, i did notice sumthn bak in azare but den i was lyk y r u bieng such a pessimist its all in ur tiny round head. but afta we got home, things bcame clear 2 me n i had 2 talk 2 ma rummate. wntd 2 call ha but i was kinda busy dat day so i waited till l8r. newaiz, i gt 2 knw abt his crush n ma rummate n i talked n also mirror n i talked. well, it didnt tke me long 2 4giv n 4get wat he did coz dats jst how i am. things went bak 2 normal n we became best frnds. sori, 4got 2 mention earlier dat he's ma sista in-law's sista's boyfrnd.....long ryt....hehe! things got bak 2 normal n i went 4 his galfrnd's cousin's wedn in zrx, but he had 2 lv zrx coz he wntd 2 go 4 countdown which was cancelled coz of sum sick n demented psychopaths dat wntd 2 bomb d place n kill innocent ppl. frm der i went 2 abj, 4 d wedn dinner n den bk 2 gombe. we went bak wit him, definitely not 2 gmb, we dropped him off in zrx. i luvd d journey frm abj 2 zrx, we tuk longer dan it shud be, but i didnt see it coz i was wit him, clearly, i was still inluv wit him.we dropped him off n i went in 2 see a frnd in a neighboring compound, den we went 2 see his rum....hmmmmn. well, 'N' left d rum n it was jst d 2 of us, we had a shrt passionate kiss which i still rememba as if it jst hapnd. i felt a torrential pouring of intense warmth rushing. neva felt sumthn lyk it, cnt explain why it happened coz i dnt evn think i gave my all in d kiss coz i knw i've done beta, but yet dat particalr 1 was special n i knw if i we wer not in a hurry it would hav been 1 of d best if not d bestest.
well, i went bak 2 gmb n we continued chatn lyk b4, den 1 day his galfrnd saw a munched chat in his fone. well, it was abt d kiss, i tld him i felt intense warmth gushing out of ma body wen he kisd me n his gal frnd saw dat. well, he formulated a lie n told ha we didnt kiss or sumthn lyk dat n well, evn if she didnt buy it, she kept quiet abt it. haven't spoken 2 ha since den, but wen i do i'll pretend lyk nutn hapnd btwn me n ha boyfrnd n i'll pretend lyk i dnt knw she saw d munched chat.
well.....now m bak in skl wit ma 2 two bitches, fki n maya_andy n it feels so good. misd dem so much n all d crazy stuff dey do. i knw d post is long, sori its coz i didnt blog 4 so long n i left things 2 pile up. nxt tym,i'll post as soon as posible , fki, abeg no kill me, jst read dis 1 nxt tym it will be 3 tyms shrtr dan dis :*