life of a graduate!!

Well, from the name of the post you would think it would be an exciting one right? I am a graduate, done with school or at least done with college. No more waking up early to go for classes, no more chasing professors, lobbying for grades, or even going to class. No more worrying about assignments or tests or exams or even projects. I am free at last, no one to tell me what to do or where to go. I'm going to get a get job which means no more depending on mummy and daddy for money, i could do whatever i like buy whatever i want. This was the perception or rather this is how its supposed to be. Well sorry to disappoint you if you though t life after school would be heaven. Life after school sucks, i never thought i would miss assignments and my professors, but i do. i know, i know, its too soon right? But i promise you i'm missing school right now. Ironic huh? when you're in school you can't wait to be home and now that you're home, you want to go back to school well, in this case wish you could go back to school. I sleep early and wake up around 10am to eat breakfast then go back to sleep and then wake up around 5pm, thats my daily routine. pretty boring yea i know. I've got nothing to do, nowhere to go to except my sister's house and i don't even like going there because i hate leaving my mum alone in the house. Its not like i see her that much considering the fact that i lock myself up in my room and refuse to open the door for anyone. Well, this is just the beginning wait till i start working that would be another phase of a  boring and controlled life. I miss school, i miss my room, i miss my bed, i miss my bitches, wish i could wake up in the morning and find them sleeping on their beds in room 114 of dorm cc boy would i be the happiest girl on earth.

wishes n dreams!!!

do you know that feeling when everything seems to go perfectly just because of a particular person? Even though things don't go according to plan but because of that one special person you feel like you are on top of the world? Thats how i'm feeling currently, sorry i can't tell you the name of the person that makes my world go round but i'm sure if i told you you would also agree with me that i could never ask for a better person. a few days ago, i was with my love and then suddenly we had to be separated, that was one the most painful moments in my life. i cried till i could cry no more, my head ached, it felt like they were piercing my head with a nail all because i didn't want to be separated with one person. I've been secretly in love with my baby for quite sometime and not even my friends know about us. Couldn't tell anyone and i definitely couldn't keep it to myself, didn't know what to do so i decided to blog about it and still leave the name anonymous. What kills me most is the fact that we can't be together, what a bummer right? if i could show my love to the world you'll all know that he's the sweetest person anyone could ask for, and if by any chance the person is reading this blog let them know "you're all i need and i'll never let go" i might end up with someone else but you'll always have my heart. i love you so much